I don't know..

I don't know how much more I can take.

I need out...
I need to cry but I can't.
I need to scream but I can't.
I need to love but ...
I need to forgive...
I need to move on...

I have nobody to talk to, so I talk to a stupid blog that nobody reads. How is a blog going to help me.

I feel so desperately alone..just cry goddammit...cry...scream...swear...anything...

But I just get up and move on, pretend, act...and it's wearing painfully thin

I can't do it anymore...I have had enough