Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Trapping Angels in my Rearviewmirror

I was thinking for a blog name the one day. I didn’t want to choose something arb. I needed to have meaning, and sound good. At the time two songs were forever playing in my head and even though these songs separately have deep meaning to me, the combination of their titles made up something totally unique and sacred.


I could not decide for a while whether to share this meaning or keep it to myself. You should really make up your own meaning behind it. It could mean something personal to you. Anyway I reckon it’s an awesome title! I have decided to try explain me reason behind this title as maybe it’s would clarify just a bit about me.


Trapping Angels is a Tori Amos song which I for the life of me will not try and explain to you. I believe Tori Amos is one of those artists that you either love or hate. And that her lyrics speak to everyone on a different levels. None of her songs are really just straightforward “stories”. Sometimes one can argue that they are just plain weird! The lyrics follow below. You figure it out! LOL


Rearviewmirror is a Pearl Jam song that totally empowered me with the breakdown of a few relationships. I’ve added the lyrics below for the sake of interest. I believe it’s very self-explanatory.


I believe as human’s we are forever checking our rearviewmirror. There are not many people who never look back on life, and never reflect on what happened in their past. I also believe that I often try mask some of what happened in my past. I often think I try and trap angels in my rearviewmirror. So when I look back, it wasn’t that bad and my angels were there to protect me. Maybe that means I am not true to myself? Maybe I still live in that fairytale world? But when I look back, those angels uplift me, they tell me “girl, you’ve made it this far, you can go on”.


Rearviewmirror

I took a drive today

Time to emancipate

I guess it was the beatings

Made me wise

But I’m not about to give thanks, or apologise

I couldn’t breathe, holdin’ me down

Hand on my face, pushed to the ground

Enmity gauged, united by fear

Forced to endure what I could not forgive…

I seem to look away

Wounds in the mirror waved

It wasn’t my surface most defiled

Head at your feet, fool to your crown

Fist on my plate, swallowed it down

Enmity gauged, united by fear

Tried to endure what I could not forgive

Saw things x4

Clearer x2

Once you, were in my rearviewmirror

I gather speed from you f@#$ with me

Once and for all I’m far away

I hardly believe, finally the shades….are raised…

Saw things so much clearer once you, once you x2

Rearviewmirror



Trapping angels

And with a wink

And a smile

You toss your instructions on

How to catch a train

While it’s moving

You always were the one

That kept us all guessing

How you could survive

The fall you had

From Medicine Men

To my DJ friends

They all have said

“he’s got to watch his back”

CHORUS

They’re trapping angels

By to Potomac

But it’s not how you think

You’d be surprised

They Liberate

Your Dreamscape

Till you can’t remember

To recall

Where your wings

Have gone

Tell me where they’ve gone

From Jordan to Chicago

Another child is born

Trusting that we’ll get it

Right this time

I should’ve worn my glasses

You said just to trust

Then you chose

To sign the dotted line

From Modern Magdalenes

To my DJ friends

They all have said

‘he’s got to watch his back”

CHORUS

Before I close my eyes at night

I can still see you smilin’

Before the Truth was

Buried Alive

Did we prize it

Before you change the world

Maybe boy you should change

Your girl

They’re trapping angels

By the Potomac

They’re trapping angels

Lord I know this

They’re trapping angels

By to Potomac

But we’re getting closer

I said we’re getting closer

To where they’ve gone

Tell me where they’ve gone

Now it won’t be long

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